At last I’ve let my sweet revelry break out of this sad
shell
Thank you. One of the things you made me see is that in some strange way, all oddities and quirks and corny bits included, I am actually special and I am actually worthy. No, I may not be the best girl out there for you... maybe not now, maybe not yet, or perhaps never... but now I know I can be will be the best girl for someone who will deserve all of me. I don't think I could've believed in me the way you have. So thank you for making me see.
At all cost I try to hold on to the strength you’ve given
me
Thank you. For giving me the chance to help you out, and
for making me think. I think you've given me a certain kind of boost, a certain kind of inspiration that I genuinely needed to have and to feel. It was one of those phases in life when you question your ability and realise that you could be so much more.
At times my chances of love still glances and cries with
every memory
Thank you. For the memories. It's been a few amazing
seasons bouncing off the sort of energy you brought about. I meant everything I
said. You were a great reason to smile, even on my deepest darkest days. To
this date your memory and our memories still make me feel happy and nostalgic.
But not in the bittersweet kind of way we used to joke about. It's a genuine kind
of happy you can only get from something or someone that was meant to be there -
smack in the right place, at the right time.
At most I’m learning how to love without breaking my
heart in two
I'm still scared of a lot of things. But not as much as I was before. I think getting your heart broken is a beautiful thing because the process of putting back the pieces together is amazing. I met you during that time, didn't I?
And with that, I end this with a line from one of my favourite guilty pleasures ;)
“Siguro kaya tayo iniiwanan ng mga mahal natin dahil may
darating pang ibang mas magmamahal sa atin… yung hindi tayo sasaktan at
paasahin… yung magtatama ng lahat ng mali sa buhay natin…”
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